badassmel

09:51 pm: Sometimes you have to go back somewhere to remember that you did the right choice to leave it all behind(sort of). Some days are hard because you feel like you miss something, someone, things in general and leaving it all behind doesn't mean that it was all bad but that something better was somewhere else.

If I could think like that about everything in my life especially now, I would be a hell of a positive bitch...

And also I think that means that I won't be looking for a job in Quebec City which will disappoint a few family members. :(

11:30 am: alone and i need to share this
working at place ville marie yo would think that people here were smart and educated because all our customer are laywer and big shot up in the tower but apparently i was wrong because according to one customer our publicity isnt right!!!

apparently °boiling hot discounts° and a kettle at the bottom of a big board with a table full of discounts in front of it means that my kettles are in special..! but i dont have any kettle on the discount table and its my fault if thepublicity is lying (which its not) and again its my fault if she is not smart enough to get it!

and then she asked me the price of a kettle and she got mad that its was not on special but at least ask me for the one that is on the publicity.. then it makes a little bit more sense!

IF YOU ARE NOT SMART THATS NOT MY FAULT! SO DONT YELLED AT ME LADY! (WISH I COULD HAVE SAID THAT TO HER!!!

12:33 am: one thing to say
all i have to say is a big thank you to JOsie for helping me and mil out today

WE now have a pool table and comfortable sofa to sit on!

THANKS JOSIE

10:22 pm: Mil's back from TO.. and she brought me cool gift such as music tapes.. yes tapes not cd.. of the flashdance soudntrack and Tiffany... oh gotta love the 80's.. and the roomie..... and i got a new hat as well that fit my small head!....

now i just need a walkman for tapes. so i can listen to those great tapes wherever i want!

01:02 pm: good morning america!/canada!
yeah got here at 3 am ... ride wasnt that bad.... weird conversations sometimes but still good people ....
today we are going maybe to the metropolitan museum and then a movie premiere yes! Do you have your ticket? yes we do.. so we are going to see Jarhead i think its called... war movie.. and then we will go to see one of my favorite band that are playing in brooklyn... sometimes i get lucky like that... go to a new city and get to see a great band... so yeah The New Amsterdams tonight... that means a new t-shirts! yeah .... ok time is running

so everyone have a great day and weekend .... some people have to enjoy there Saturday night free from roomates! lol ;)

07:50 pm: Have you lost your scarf?
hey after the lez bash i found a pink scarf in my room so if you know to whom it belongs to .... i still have it!

12:03 am: wtf.. weird stuff just happened
went to bed half an hour ago... and at 11.45 my desk lamp just open by itself which really freaked me out... i closed it end when back to sleep but then like 5 minutes later one of my painting fell down the wall... okay okay i admit i am not strong at all... but usually theses kinda stuff happen to me when something is happening to someone i know... mostly i have a wrong feeling about it.. but except been freaked out a little right now i dont have a bad feeling about it... which anyway i am still totally scared of going back to the basement .. so livingroom couch it is!!!

08:43 pm: yeah really that bored.. and i did it with melissa and foxx... lot of fun.


1-Melissa needs new jeans, and got her mom to give her $200....
even google thinks i should replace my bad ass jeans.
2-Melissa needs her meds, and I'm sure Mikey won't get them for her. ...
mikey is so selfish sometimes
3-Melissa needs attention and will do “things” for attention.
She wants to be the center of attention
yeah baby i can do "things" for attention... (totally unappropriate)
4-Melissa needs to leave the office and work on a case in the field
thats it! i can stop selling toaster and try to get on of my own!!!!
5-Melissa needs some more shoes!
i never have enough shoes... might be something coming out of my shoes fetiche


here comes the foxx...
1- Foxx needs to win
defenitly.. i am a winner and i will not accept failure
2-Foxx needs more love
okay okay the foxx can also be sensitive
3- Foxx needs no excuse to party
yeah you know it
4-Miss. Foxx needs to worry about the impression she is leaving on the kids.
Miss. Foxx... the librarian Miss Foxx needs to worry about the kids lol
5-foxx needs some therapy
uh?
6-Foxx needs to keep her shirt on
lol never happened to me...seriously


ok thats enough....

01:15 pm: this is to warren from will : warlock

10:29 am: nothing else to say is important enough to post today except

Happy birthday Mil

09:51 pm: running just as fast as we can!
the only satisfactions i had today was definitely not talking to my ex for the entire day.. but the best satisfaction ever was to turn on the radio while working and hearing Tiffany singing "I think we.re alone now"! lol
old school music is always fun lol


oh Tiffany well it was a nice day.. oh tomorrow girl with no name, lounge, new hair cut and the posse all together.. wow thats sound good to me

01:03 am: oh finally will i finaly get a stable place and feel home
is it too much to ask for a place to call home and be able to stay in it for more than 2-3 months? makes me depressed to pack all my things all over again bad, memories as well
i am so tired of moving all the time.. 5 times in less the year.. yeah life does bring you curves and a bad one most of the time...


BUT HERES, TO HOPE that the lez pad will bring joy to this life and to the next year... ( i wanna have happier souvenirs of montreal.. first year kinda sucked for most of it and for many reason as well)

and heres hope to everything i have plan in my life, hope they'll be accomplish in the best of the world and that i will someday be able to put all of my heart into my passion and finally bring it to life

10:57 am: self proclaim the queen of the dorks
yeah so since everyone figured that i am such a dork i guess i will have to proclaim (if thats the word) myself as "BADASSMEL 13th, queen of the dorks"

Can you seem my crown its bigger than yours.. and look there's a gecko on it

LOOK AT IT MOVE! LOOK AT IT MOVE! LOL

P.S. if somehow someone wants my crown feel free to ask for it i might give it to you

11:01 am: i hate being sick
i hate waking up in the morning and realize that during the night some virus have take the power of my body.... feel like sleeping till the virus get tired of me and leave by itself but hey gotta go to work damn.

oh and the only song fitting me today is sitting,waiting,wishing from jack johnson if some people wonder why.. just read the lyrics...

hey at least its sunny outside ... (have to keep at least one positive thing in your life you know lol)

01:05 am: bring woman so i can impress them with my talent lol
ok okay... i finally mastered jack johnson's song "BANANA PANCAKES" and "SITTING, WAITING, WISHING" bring woman so i can impress them with my voice.. how can i call it .. Mil you have to help me out with this one.. bob dylan but femme voice.. or something like that... anyway lol i am totally joking here though... but one day i will get women cuz of my music lol... oh well dreams.. we have to have some of those...


anyway just so people know we might have a LezBash in advance since i am moving in mid-june.. so get ready girls and boy..there is no date set yet but i will keep you all well inform ....

maybe by then we will have our design ready... by the way Judyna.. i love the design you've made for the MDCM PUSSY POSSE!!! good job girl!

07:34 pm: philosophy 101 lesson one; why wearing bad ass jeans instead of good ass jeans
so why bad instead of good jeans?!

#1 you dont want your jeans to look better than you, they are only there to make you look better

#2 you dont want a girl coming up to you in a bar saying; ''hey i like your jeans where did you buy them?'' She should be saying; ''you look hot'' or at least ''you look hot in those jeans''.

End of the first lesson